I don't know

                                                I don't know


My life is not mine anymore ,
My hold on myself is loosened ,
You rule over me ,  
How much I love u ,
I don't know ..

Every way ends at u ,
I think about u ,
I waan to think about u ,
I waan to live and die with u ,
How much I love u ,
I don't know ..

I  jus waan to love u s ,
nobody ever thoght the same for u ,
ll be same till i die and may be after then too ,
if u ll ask me why ,
i dont know ..

i jus know u r here for me ,
    u ll find me on every turning of life ,
    i ll waiting there till  u return ,
if u ll ask why i ll be waiting ,
i dont know ..

I waana to say

Intelligence is speechless , where gonaa guts,
Murmuring lips in baffling circumstance,
Running heart feeling restless,
I waana to say.

Long bud hidding behind pocket,
Well Prepared Brain confusing me,
Immersed eyes anxiously waiting as if a plant cracking seed surface,
I waana to say.

Tides in the sea buzzing on ,
Silent time is waiting and keenly watching the anxious moment,
Time slept in a busy podium as if it is been locked,
I waana to say.

Closed eyes took a smiley art from my heart ,
Touchy hands feeling the warmth in Art,
Pushing force uttered ages after,
I Said.

Sensual sloppy wind carrying my words,
Purified vicinity releasing fragnanace of love that smell' my native ,
Rejuvinated flowers bouncing on and on ,
I Said .

Turned Back Never returns,
Time still waiting to capture ur face ,
All Same Podium is on hault and need the act go on,
I Said.

Hope lies beyound the truth and ll live past existence,
Promise ll remain same , all ll remain same ,
Mortal man promises love of immortality,
I said.

I Had A Friend

If something in this life I made , with my choice is a friend,
Long lonely roads and overwhelming fun ,
Leg-pulling at river-side and talks of Gf's,
I had a friend .

Butterfly sips nectar and left the shade,
Useless books on the desk with a rose inside ,
Pennies in pocket and dream touching summit,
I had a friend .

Mountains raise higher to make river flow deeper,
Innovative mind to puzzle the best,
Runs for you to beat himself and gift's u gold,
I had a friend.

Clouds touches feet and rains love,
Crawling hands over head to boost your enthu,
Pointing index to mountain's chest and showing the dignity,
I had a friend.

Running blood in veins shows aliveness,
Scary results clotting the heart and disparaging each other,
Medicating later to throw them ages back,
I had a friend.

Passing wind drawing the sculpture of life ,
Crying eyes to retain back and pull a page from that art ,
Praying to ignite life after death,
I had a friend.

The Sun burn's itself to glow you,
Some unsaid words to utter and releasing pain,
Some undone work remained as it is making whole life incomplete,
I had a friend.

If Something in this life I Lost , with my choice is a friend,
Immortal hands creates intangible thoughts and feelings,
Meeting with u is very near as time is not infinite,
I had a friend.....

Missing U

Life starts with the Sun and so are our commitments . Morning starts with the Sun Blazing ur path to revitalise me and the rejuvinating my Dreams . Flowers
blossoms as its rays brushes its bud and punches life into it . Fragnance of it enlight the vicinity and spunk your thoughts . Birds sings ur success anthem and reminds ur uniquness and bravery .

Water so pure glitters as soon as the rays kisses its face , so as u . Leaves diffracts tiny dew droplets as if ur glaze exploring
into colours and spreading enlightment through out this cosmos . These colourful rays shuts darkness inside me for re-Birth of wisdom . Muttering wind tells ur story
of exitense and glory for ever , still why u are so doom considering only wordly acheivements ? All happenings are for u only , as ur indispensable for me and whole world. So sorry we unscholar bettle suck ur blood and disparage ur soul . I plea for my innocence and ask for ur bliss and to take me to ur shoulders , so that I can feel u and cry . i love u so much , a another chance ll be waiting dream for me .

Rays spreading all over and pudding ur thoughts in the air , so that we smell and feel u day over day . i feel u in my nerves as u are flowing in my blood to lift my life . It feels ur replying to my words on top of mountain where i meet clouds as if u are kissing my lips that creates sensual feeling beneath my heart core . At such height ,cloud makes ur face so pretty as if an angel is glowing .I tried to catch u and hold ur hands to get u back , but everything was misplaced allover . It was a joke as i found u were playing with me :( . Oh god bless me an opportunity to meet ur soul ,that may the last and only desire for me .......

IN A LONELY NIGHT

It was a Fullmoon night and I was sitting alone on the roof top . Vicinity was romantic full of warmth and I was feeling the lonely steps of my heart . An angel wearing tinkling anklet was playing with the wires of my heart . A shivering titillating sence was spreading in my nerves as if a ray of hope of first spring was diluting my blood . I found myself travelling in a deep and calm ocean in my imagination . The waves carrying messages was moving in my mind and i doped them with lovely feelings and locked in my golden heart but unknowingly the key slide from my lap to deep ocean . The sparkling light of thunder ignited a new way of thinking in me. I become a silent thinker as most of the time a face was flashing infront of my eyes . Though silence sounds quite but it discloses all surreptitious feelings through my eyes . Now nothing seems to be settled , all blue scraf days spend with u will remain precious to me.

To bridge a sea

It seems quite impossible from the outline , as if outline is a hill. It's all about ur first step which is toughest. Full of manly strength and enthusiasm , I took a step forward . All the forces behind me propelled me little ahead , little close to my dream .That was a virtual picture from that step , as that was a illusion who engulfed me . I could sense a touch from other side of sea . The waves from far came closer and closer . Their feather touch gave a titillating sense and when they retracked their path ,it pulled me a little . But i was unknown to their activity , i left my foot being captured . I was helpless , as waves neutralised all the forces behind me . Waves faudulently captured me , I cant retrack , as it was only the first step . I was thinking what will happen in the middle of sea , it will swoop me down. I get frightened . Dhak dhak .... i could hear my heart . After some time i broke the cage , it was n't too difficult . Unknowingly it soaked little energy . These Euphemral waves caused most problems in my way , as they continue their activity through out my journey .I got on to my boat where I was alone , no body was there to row for me , only my fate followed me . My fate was acting like a boat-pole who co-ordinate my direction . I has to row for myself , which rose my confidence as the boat tome all the demoralising waves . I had a magnetic needle given by my master which shows me accurate direction to my dream . Many people joined my company in my way , they do share their experience with me and ready to give their valuable suggestion , but their goles were different and they divert from my way . They all left me in confusion , my vision became diaphanous . Suddenly a disaster , I lost my precious needle and i am totally in cover of my incredible boat pole controlled by my fate . I felt enervated and slept their in my seat and when my eyes opened ,I saw my dream was near to me . My mouth sealed and thanked innumerous time my fate . As I go closer to my dreamy girl , I saw she was standing in same direction as I was . My call wouldn't be audible to her. She was moving slowly away from me , I was helpless . I shouted its meeee .......... May be I was too late , may be she was waiting for long . She slowly slowly gone away from my reach , as if a light is diminishing its strength into dark sky. I had no other wish , my life became worth less . My mortal body was stunt and dead partly , but my soul was looking for some thing . May be my soul's call was audible to her. She ran toward's me from sky . I slept on her lap for ever and didn't awake again.......